MIDDLE FINGER GIRL, ME

Yups, I showed the middle finger last night and probably shocked a few of my fellow CGians. Of course, not at the jerk in person, but after he left the scene. Who? Well, some old guy from church. Mind you, I don't go around throwing strings of obscenities, especially not in church, yes.. why don't you just brand me now.

I can't understand why some so-called adults expect young people to behave themselves and be respectful of elders when they themselves can't even be tactful and careful with their words and actions? IF you want me to help you with something, then please, by all means be polite and be appreciative. And for goodness sake, it won't hurt you if you could keep your opinions to yourself.

I have had enough of people asking me to stay back, forgo my dreams and help the "organization". What do you think I've been doing so far? Do you think my loans can be settled on its own while I serve your needs for free? Just because you're rich and have the time to be involved in church doesn't mean the rest of us should sacrifice our time and effort too. We are all born to lead different lives so don't impose your values on me. Go TAKE CARE of your own family before you intrude into other peoples' life.

Oh yeah, I am angry. I needed to let off steam last night and today because if not, I am oh-so-ready to go tell it to his face. The others may be too afraid to tell you (or your progeny) off, but trust me, if you ever step on my tail, or even my friends' tails again, you're going to get the fullblast. SO BACK OFF OLD MAN!

In retrospect, I am sorry I am feeling so upset. I never liked the weight of having hatred and dislike. It wears me down and takes away much of the joy I usually have. I hope this emotion won't drag on any longer, and will disappear after I am done blogging.